I wonder why is it that I still miss him, miss "us" sometimes. It's not as often or as painful as before but still. There are times when I just want to scream and shout (talk about redundant) till my voice becomes hoarse and my tears (if there are any left) run dry.
Funny how thoughts of him come up at the most inopportune times. It's crazy, most especially when you suddenly pop out of nowhere when I'm uber busy. Things I did not want to remember anymore- both the good and the bad
Mind you, it's not as if I relish thinking about him because I don't. I stopped missing and thinking about the person some time ago so imagine my surprise when these unwanted emotions came barrelling all of a sudden.
It's frustrating but there's nothing I can do. I can't run away. Going as fast as I can to the opposite direction will just pospone the next scene. Oh well, I'm sure this is just one one of those sudden things. One I'll get over with soon. Hopefully.
For now, I'll just miss you until the feeling passes.
